Polar Bears and Navy Seals

I had the strangest dream last night, and I wonder what they meant: We were polar bears (my dream boyfriend and I) and we were swimming underwater around an Information desk and I pretended to break up with him only to suprise him with a bag of water and a balloon, and some seals or something.. That part is hazy to describe but I can picture it clearly, if that makes sense? Then I told him to meet me, but in the meantime I saw my dream ex-boyfriend and we ditched my dream boyfriend. BUT, my dream ex-boyfriend's girlfriend was sent to keep my dream boyfriend "occupied" and they made a sex tape and no one was mad at anyone, that we just traded boyfriends? And it was all in the big house of my neighbors back in NY who I've known since 6th grade and they have 9 sons and those were the sons in my dream. Every room was seperated by a beaver dam type thing, and the hallways were rivers. Very strange. There was more but that's all I have energy to describe right now. Oh, where does the Navy Seal come in the blog title? Our boyfriends were all in the army.

Today I'm going out to lunch with my French friend Tomi and then later I'm going to a Jazz bar downtown with some friends for some Rosé wine and good ol' jazz music. I wish my REAL (not dream ;)) boyfriend was here/could come tonight, he likes jazz (and literally every other type of music). I signed onto Facebook today, like every other morning I wake up, and guess what! He still hasn't emailed. How long has it been since he has? 2 1/2 weeks. I've written him a few times but... I don't want to too much because then he'll get sick of me. What I WANT to do is shake him by the shoulders and be like WHAT THE HELL!? Don't you miss me as much as I miss you!? Apparently not.